a buried feeling

how u wish u can say everything out of your heart? but ironically, as frequent as always, for me, i feel comfortable talking to strangers. that's a different topic actually. what i wanna share is my buried feeling. a malay preposition says "kalau diluah mati bapak, kalau ditelan mati emak". that's pretty much sums up my feelings now. and ppl keep saying that just throw it all out and u will feel better, and life goes on if rough patch comes up. and again, it's easier said than done. but I will try to man up and accept my fate. after all, fate is what we made.